Who or what am I?
Already as a teenager, I was aware of my timeless, spacious deep being, untouched by any experiences.
At the age of 34 a sudden out of body experience reinforced the knowledge about this consciousness
which is not bound to the body at all.
Many different mystical experiences of oneness and dissolving of self identify followed –
an ongoing process of a fundamental shift in consciousness started.
Due to my wish to support people in their well being and happiness, I chose a profession in the medical area,
followed later by numerous trainings and educations in alternative, shamanic and spirit healing methods,
modern psychological and spiritual coaching and personal development techniques.
Over the course of 4 years, I was initiated into shamanic energy work,
which has its origin in the culture of the Maya and become a Curandera (span. healer).
I studied trauma work, Ken Wilbers' Integral Philosophie, Drunvalo Melchizedeks' way of the illuminated awakened heart and sacred geometry.
Finally, with becoming a Emotional Detox Bodywork practitioner I found a tool to effectively support the physical body to liberate and awaken.
I love the pure and clear presence and mindfulness even in the simplest things of daily life.
I love different kinds of body exercises like TaiChi and Qi Gong, Energy Medicine, Presence in Movement and walks in nature.
I enjoy preparing healthy food, doing handicraft, music, dance, inspiring conversations and the nurture of spending time in silence.
Journeys to remote areas on this planet, periods of residence over several weeks in foreign countries,
accompanying my two now grown up daughters through their childhood,
divorce after a relationship lasting 28 years,
6 years of living and contributing my energy to a cross-generational community,
co-founding and co-managing a non profit organisation for cultural change with a little seminar center,
burnout, 1 month living only of water and tea, a 12 day darkness retreat;
all these experiences add to my comprehensive understanding of the nature of being a human.
Since Ramana Maharshi, an Indian Saint, appeared in my dreams in my thirties, I call him my „spiritual father“ and sees him as a mentor.
I didn’t know about his fame, just felt and enjoyed his power and wise, silent presence.
When I came across a book by Ramana Maharshi, each word I read touched my very essence and I deeply understood and connected to the truth within it.
Since 2012 I have spent some weeks in India every year, which I call "spiritual nourishment".
I value the spiritual guidance of Amma as a living Master and John de Ruiter with his community in Canada.
"Love has neither aversion to pain nor attraction to happiness.
Love is perfect in both of them." - John de Ruiter
My soul has chosen for this life to explore the most diverse facets of freedom.
So I have been able to fathom the quality of freedom and its antipole since my earliest childhood.
That's probably why I've always loved traveling, love being in untouched nature,
I like being spontaneous and flexible,
I enjoy the opportunities of financial freedom and time to enjoy what I like.
And last but not least, I love living in my yurt and appreciate the knowledge of my boundless essence.